After the whole weekend incident, I felt lighter than I have in years. I never realized sharing something so heavy would make me feel relieved and less burdened. For three weeks, I made sure to avoid Logan. I wouldn’t exactly call it avoiding, I just wasn’t ready to speak with him yet. I might have made peace with the whole situation, that didn’t mean I had forgiven the fact that he betrayed me at the most vulnerable phase of my life.

The boys were still on probation. They did everything they could to get me to stop being annoyed with them but I wouldn’t budge. Avery and I stopped going...