My heart is racing. She talks about leaving with my son if I don't understand what to do. If she really loved me would she say such horror? Me who cannot live without her, make plans for the future without her. How dare she talk to me like that like I'm a failure she should get rid of now that she doesn't see any use for me anymore.

I feel helpless and I can't find the words to let her know what it does to me inside...I can't find the words. But this pain has to stop, I have to do something so that the confusion that reigns in my...