I hurt Manuella and she forgave me. I hated myself for it to the point where I had trouble looking at myself in the mirror in the morning. But it made me happy that she saw in me more than a handsome, loudmouthed, party animal, womanizer and rich guy. I am more than that. More than the anger I still feel deep in my heart and don't know what to do with. Because all that's left of me when you take those qualities away is a little boy who has revenge on life. And the revenge he wants to take with her. And his son.

'' Uh Manu, I'm still...