R...

I'm upset so far with director Coutinho. It is absurd for him to give me this punishment, just because I was late for the first time in three years at Martin Couto.

Absurdoooooo... Oh, how angry.

Now, in addition to having the prickly one as a neighbor, I have to put up with him all day rehearsing with him. And that fresh Ingridy all insinuating herself at him? What crazy Fightertube talk? And fightboys.

And suddenly the prickly got popular because of that.

I'm curious? ...?

When we were with director Coutinho, his file contained many licenses. I wonder why?

My mother commented that his mother was not in good health. Is that why? I'll know when we go visit her. And that story about him having studied dance in the United States? Lucky for him he's in the same country as my Papi. How can this ''R''? envy... envy...

My stomach churned today as I swallowed all that meat, egg salad, bacon on beans, and white rice. I think I overreacted to gluttony. But why was that well-done steak with a taste of onions so good. Shit... I threw up everything... It's been three years of being vegan, only whole food. Lots of fruit, vegetables and delights that I discovered with this diet. Among other good things and many advantages, such as having a perfect little body that even Barbie would be jealous of. Dancing also helped a lot.

Now as my dance partner I must admit that the prickly one won me over with those super cool street moves.

He has a lot to tell me... I won't give up until I know.

The cheeky one kissed me again, grabbed me like a pervert, I couldn't even move, because I was only wearing a towel. Ai R... I confess that I trembled with that tight hug from him. His muscles drive me crazy. How he managed to get such a sexy and powerful body. Even though I'm a bully, I can't resist his mouth, his gaze and his kisses that seem to suck my soul, as if he wanted to force me into him like a hurricane that washes everything away.

I don't know what to do with this relationship... if I can even call it a relationship. Since we're not even boyfriends or dates. He always takes me by surprise. And the worst thing is that I end up surrendering and enjoying it.

I have to stop it...

kiss R!

Lucia put the diary in the drawer and locked it. She took out her notebook and searched the Fightertube website. Cannot apply.

"Application for Fighterboy Club Members Only''

- Absurd! -She hit the notebook keys annoyed. - I have to find out where this club is.

She insisted for a few more minutes. Tired, she fell asleep.

At eleven at night, Marcos' shadow entered Lucia's bedroom window. He watched her. Then, curious, he looked for her diary. He ended up finding the key to the drawer. He opened it and rummaged through the sheets. Her eyes intensely read every word she had written. She delighted in the snippets she talked about him. He smiled quietly so as not to be discovered. Then she kept it in the same place.

He watched her face for a while, admiring its girlish nuances.

''Squire, you are too much! I don't know how long I'm going to resist, I don't know how long I'm going to hold on so I don't get you once and for all ''-He whispered softly a little far from her ear. So he left.

Already at home in her bedroom bed, she couldn't sleep. The image of Lucia's face tormented him. He joined Fightertube to see the videos they posted of his fighter performances to forget about her for a while.

***

Early in the morning, he accompanied his mother, Mayara, to her monthly appointment at a private clinic that he himself paid with what he earned from his fights. His uncle also helped, but not enough as he would have liked. He hid from his uncle who worked clandestinely using muaythai in fights in the fight club that only existed inside the casino house covered by a restaurant that worked during the day and at night he opened the back doors to receive the gamblers who were divided into groups of their liking .

Mayara also cheated on her son by receiving the ten thousand alimony that Marcos's biological father sent every month. She always said it was health insurance from a firm she had worked with long ago. But he suspected it.

- You should use your savings for yourself - Mayara told her son as they waited in the waiting room.

- Who said I don't use them. Don't see the designer clothes I wear? Silly. You know how much that sneaker was on my feet, you know?

- Oh no... Of course not - Mayara laughed.

- It cost my eyes, I broke down to pay.

- Did you break all over? I can see how you are finished. The two laughed. - We've been in the United States so much that you talk like a rogue American.

- I saw you with Clarice's daughter last night. What were you doing?

- She just got sick and I, gentleman that I am, helped to bring her home.

- Same? What happened?

-No big deal, she got sick with the food.

- Restaurant food sucks, I know. By the way, Clarice's daughter is a beautiful girl. I never thought that skinny girl would become a big woman.

- She's still a skinny girl.

-I didn't notice that she's still a mgirl With that well-filled glue I saw yesterday with two big apples, I thought they were a woman's breasts.

- Damn, Maya can shut up.

- They were not? - She made fun of her son's face.

- To po...

- Take her to dinner with us one night.

- She our neighbor doesn't need an invitation.

- No? I thought I heard you say you were a gentleman.

- No, not her. It could be any other girl but her.

-But I want you to be silly of her.

The doctor finally called and her mother entered the office.

'' What the hell, my mother is a badass, had to remind me of that girl. Speaking of her as a woman, I almost got hard down here''.

***

Clarice woke up Lúcia saying that they were going to the doctor close to home. Even muttering that she didn't need to, her mother insisted and took her.

- Do you remember Doctor Paulo who works at the Health Unit here in the neighborhood. So, in addition to being a doctor, he is also a nutritionist, so he tells us what you have.

- OK. Mom.

They waited half an hour.

- Mom, let's go home. I think the doctor committed suicide.

- No. Be quiet, don't talk nonsense.

Finally the doctor called for her. He came in with his mother.

The doctor examined her and made the diagnosis after several questions.

- You have an intolerance to animal protein, fats and any other sourced food product. Maybe because you've been vegan for a long time, you've triggered allergies. As a nutritionist, I recommend that you continue the vegan diet.

- So I can't go back to the previous diet?

- No more. Despite human beings having the same organ functioning system. When we change habits, whether food or physical, like dancing. Races among other functions we perform in everyday life. When we change our mindset about some concept we were used to. All this change influences our body. Your body got used to this dietary change. These vomiting after consuming foods of animal origin is the consequence of this. Your body reacts by rejecting what is indigestible.

- And if I want to try.

- You can try. But if you continue with that bad indigestion every time you consume meat, even if you have vegetables and grains that can supplement the vitamins your body needs. If it continues, you may develop bulimia or even anorexia.

- What an exaggeration? Seriously?

- I've dealt with some cases, it can happen.

The doctor prescribed some pills and arranged tests for her to take. They said goodbye and returned home.

- Now my friend, rest as the doctor asked and later we will visit our neighbor Mayara.

- Why do I have to go?

- You do not want?

- No.

__ I promise I'll make something very tasty, I have some new recipes to execute, my little leaf.

- Mother. Leaflet?

Clarice winked making fun of her daughter.