Because a handwriting seemed to me to be his, I once again became the Jimmy I hadn't been for five years: the one who broke the rules. For her. I searched an office without telling myself that it was wrong. I, who am the only one to pay my fines of 24,000 francs because I refuse to bribe the cops in Libreville. Holy shit.

The light is red, I stop.

I am a good husband. I am Zeina's husband. Zeina is the woman I love. We are going to start a family. The woman carrying my child is not Manu. I don't have to worry about screwing it up.

I...