We continue kissing. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. He is the person I love, but at the same time he is with the person who has hurt me so much. So I break the kiss immediately and take a step back.

I look him in the eyes and shake my head.

"It was a mistake that I allowed myself to kiss back," I say.

Damian shakes his head and takes a step towards me.

"It wasn't a mistake," he tells me and then holds my arm.

I nod.

"Yes, it was a mistake that I made again," and I look him in the eyes, "I can't...