Ah, why am I still alive? I was supposed to die when I jumped off the cliff. Why am I at the hospital? 

"Why did you take me here?" I asked Erix, who was staring at me. "Why did you save me?" 

I surprised myself when I spoke. 

Those were the first words I spoke since that day, and they happened to be him. My voice came out strained since it had been months since I said anything, but he didn't seem to pay that much attention. 

"Because Zander is worried about you."

"Did you know about my plan to kill myself?" 

"I know something like what you did will...