I woke up early but just stared at the ceiling, I was so nervous about today, this could one go off two ways, we get in we get out I go home or stay with the guys, I haven't made my mind up about that yet, or this goes horribly wrong and the guys get arrested and I go home.

A knock on my door snaps me out my thoughts Brent walking in, I smile sitting up as we sits down next to me.

"How you feeling?" I ask, he just smiles looking ahead at the wall.

"I guess I'm alright, this is all I've been working up to for...