It was the same night, I was just sat in my bedroom staring at the wall, I mean I've missed home and my family but now I really miss Brent and the guys. I lay back staring at the ceiling feeling tears prick my eyes, will I ever see them again? A knock on my door makes me turn away hugging my pillow, but the person still walks in anyway.

"I've just finished making dinner, would you like some hunny,?" My mum asks walking in, I shake my head turning to look at the wall again I feel her take a seat on the bed behind me "you still have...