I pull away after minute and get up off the ground walking away, he kept calling my name but I didn't dare turn around and end up at the bottom of the hill, where a bench sat. I walk over sitting on the bench looking at the ground, what the heck did I just do? I'm still with Charlie who is laying in a hospital bed because of the guy I just kissed. I don't even know why I did that, it just happened!

I put my head in my hands tears starting to fall out my eyes, I didn't even realise someone sat next to me until I look...