I tried to have a good night’s sleep despite the revelations I found out but still failed. The knowledge that I have long loved Christian is too much. While the fact Mommy knew about Dashiel and Daniel’s connection was no longer acceptable to my mind.

I was afraid that she would suddenly tell someone else until the truth reached the Monasterios. But she promised me that she'll keep that secret and won't tell it to anyone. Even Christian had no idea that Mommy knew the truth.

After all I should be angry with her for what she did to snoop on me. But I thought no one was to blame...