My heart is beating while we are staring at each other. With each passing second that his eyes were fixed on me, I felt like I was gradually being deprived of the right to breathe properly.

It's been five years , i have not been able to see him person and in photos. I no longer have the access to my social media accounts. Ever since I decided to live in another country and continue my studies there, I have also removed anything that could be our connection. Even my connection with old friends.

I said to myself, when I see him again, I will force myself to act like...