I staggered towards the camp dejectedly my arms still wrapped around my naked chest as I struggled to take in what Rieka had just said.

I was a murderer and I was going to continue to murder in cold blood until I finally killed Layla and Eric. Even now, while they were not here, the people who had hurt me were still ruining my life.

"So the nightmares aren't going to top?" I asked Rieka weakly

"I don't think it would Silveen. It was the real trigger of the blood rage. It was only kept at bay because I was locked in by a spell." she explained and just then...