akira's POV

He didn't answer for a few seconds and just stared at me with his cold eyes.

If I have to beg, I will beg just for him to stay.

I'm desperate for his attention. I'm desperate for his love. I'm desperate for him to see and notice me.

"thunder, please..." I begged him again. "Stay."

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath before looking at me.

"Why are you doing this to yourself, akira?" he suddenly asked. "Why do you keep pushing yourself to me?"

"W-what?"

"Why are you forcing yourself on me? Is it because you are guilty of losing Louie? Is this how you...