K-Brother Pal, Brother H-Harvey... it's my baby brother, s-the doctor said w-it's gone. S-tell D-doc that it's not allowed to m-play with the b-pregnant k- because it's bad" I tried to steady my voice even though it was very weak and still shaking. I'm like a kid again asking my older brothers for help.

Please tell it's just a joke.

Even if it's a joke, I'll accept it, just don't say it's true.

brother Harvey approached me and held my hand.

"B-youngest....doctor e-isn't joking. b-baby is gone" I could feel the sadness in his voice that made my chest even heavier.

Some kind of pain, anger, resentment rose in my...