*Five months later*

I think coming to spain was a bad idea. Even if I wanted to come, I should have brought someone along. I'm sure will be more than willing to come with me.

These days, I feel so weak that I can't do anything at all. The maids always help me to the bathroom and they dress for me most of the time.

When I went to the hospital to complain about it, the doctor said my system was weak before I became pregnant and that's why I'm like this.

He said I might not be able to give birth through the normal way, meaning I will probably...