"No, you are not getting my point, Rain. I am cursed…I am cursed to be lonely, you don't know. But I do, I have realised by now, that I have to remain lonely throughout my life. So I had decided…I had decided long ago, to not to fall for anyone in this lifetime, never to look at any other person ever again with a soft gaze. I had decided that I would never trust anyone apart from myself, as I…I was the reason that Richard died. If not for me, he would have been alive today, and living his life happily somewhere. I was the curse that filled his life...