"Just behave as if you doesn't exist okay?" You say to Jimin and he nod. You sit on the last row of the class as usual.

You dont want people to see you. Its better to sit behind all of them. Humans are always looking forward and that has been your strategy from the age of 17.

The class became more noisy as a goth looking handsome young man entered there. All the girls are drooling you can swear to god.

Today he is wearing a baseball cap. So girls must be sad. Half of his face is covered. He walk as if he hates the whole class and came to the very end of it.

"Wassup Jimin ssi?" He asked and Jimin just nod. You were on your phone when he sits beside you and opened his own phone.

No talk. Nothing. Who is he? Well your best friend. The only man other than Yoongi you can sit and talk. But obviously both of you prefer not to.

What's his name?

Jeon Jungkook.

As the professor came your class started and it was again boring. "I want you to draw me a new tattoo" Jungkook said lowly in your ears. You roll your eyes.

"And where you gonna put it? On your fucking dick?" You say to him he just gave you a poker face.

"Trust me Momo, I have so many skin in my body other than my dick and hand." Jungkook started to get tattooed when he was 19 and in pat four years while both of you are 23 and mentally dead he has 176 of them. Little ones counted every alphabet counted. Yes you heard it right. And most of them are designed by you.

You would sketch some ideas according to his concept and he would choose one. Not to mention you always accompany him to the tattoo shop while Hoseok does the tats for him. You got your own ones there too.

Not crazy like him, you have 6-7 tattooes here and there. Little ones only.

"What will be the theme this time?" You ask him.

"Something about being true to yourself." Jungkook said.

"When will you get it?" You asked him.

"Tonight if you are free. Oh wait... You are always free." He said. You roll your eyes.

You took out your sketch book and start to make pattern for his new tattoo. The class was long gone and it took 3 classes to both of you finishing it.

You went to a burger place after the class while you, Jungkook and Jimin eat in silence and then the next stop was "Hope's tat shop"

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"Where's Hoseok hyung?" Jungkook asked to the girl who sits in the information sit.

"He is inking" she said. Both me and Jungkook looked at each other and we shrugged.

Hoseok also Known as J-hope is the owner of this tattoo shop which is the most costly and the gothic one in our town.

Fun fact 1: he doesn't have a single tattoo of his own.

Fun fact 2: He doesn't give tattoo to anyone as he has tons of staff for doing it. If he tattooing someone by himself that could mean only one thing. The person is pretty special. Just like us. Well, me and

Jungkook ways get our one's from him only.

Me and Jungkook walk upto the stairs and went directly to Hoseok's tattoo studio. Not to mention Jimin is with me like all the other time.

As we walk to the room Jungkook knocked two times may be and we entered there.

"Hyung are you busy?" Jungkook asked. Hoseok was almost done with his tattoo and it was a good one honestly.

I look at the tattoo.

"Wow" I unknowingly say. This tattoo has so much more meaning that you cam ever imagined.

A person who feels lonely in this world and feels different from others. As other may call him "alien" for being different he doesn't want to continue here. He wants to leave.

That is why he has chosen his spaceship to come and take him. Death. Inner peace. I will try tonight again. But no one has to know.

"Wait for a few minutes I am done with Tae." Hoseok said. I need to see the face of the person who is owning the tattoo.

I look at his face and I got chills in my body. He has this calm ass attitude with a face that can be called um... Mesmerising? I dont know I am not good with words.

He is wearing a green sweater. His curly hair has...am I staring. No. He is staring at me?

"Where did you get the idea of the tattoo?" I talk like a robot looking only at his eyes.

I heard gasps. Its obviously from other three men in this room. The so know I don't talk to people. Well Yoongi, it's your lucky day today. I even talked to a stranger.

"I thought about it by myself." Wait... What was that voice again? It was so fucking deep. I nod and I sit on the tool with Jungkook.

I looked at him few times. And I don't know this feeling. I never looked at men for so long. Unless its my therapist whom I hate them down till my guts.

When he was done and leaving the place he looked at me and fucking smiled. I got scared and look at other direction. What the fuck he wants from me?

After he was gone. We sit and Jungkook got his new tattoo. When it was almost 9 he was done. We went to the cafe. We grabbed some latte's for each of us and Jimin drove me home as usual.

World is not suck a bad place. May be I should not try to kill myself today.

Not today.

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Not today is one of my most favourite song of BTS. Who else is in love with the song like me?