EMMY

Even though it's incredibly difficult for me, I still manage to avoid Asher two days later.

He tried to call me again the day after the party and after I didn't answer, he texted me to ask if we could talk.

I briefly considered ignoring him completely, but I couldn't. So I told him I didn't have time. I haven't heard from him since.

I feel so terribly stupid for actually daring to hope there might be more there.

June obviously wanted to know what was going on, but I don't feel like talking about it yet. I'm glad she's accepted it and isn't constantly pestering me.

I'm not...