After what happened we were both just dumb. We were dressed separately while I glanced at him. It was all over and I gave myself to the man before I even realized I had a boyfriend. I wanted to cry because of the guilt I felt but I wasn't drunk or high before. I wanted that so I had to stand by it.

Jacob tried several times to prevent us from doing everything but I chose to be fragile and didn't think about the consequences. How can I get another man pregnant while having a relationship with Jake?

"Aren't you going to be sorry?" I asked him because he repeatedly...