As I expected, Karl has completely moved on and stopped bothering me. After all, what else can I expect when he is already married and has a child! I was really blown away by that one because besides turning me into a sugar mommy, I even became a fixture.

I thought maybe it was time to think about it. Looks like I'm just wasting time and money.

It's a weekday so I don't do much. I don't like going to church but I thought I had to go to church that day as the beginning of my change.

I intend to change myself and it is only right that I...