I truly want to get a black wedding dress for my devastation, to see the reflection of my future in the mirror but this red wedding dress is very itchy for my eyes, every time I look at it, made me want to rip it apart. My heart was heavy, I could feel this tingling sensation of pain rushing in my every vein. My heartbeat dropped, the day was so mournful. I was pushing deep into the gloom. All I can see is despair chasing me and taking me away and bounding my life with a very demanding guy who cares only about himself, his image. The more I try...