I slammed the door behind me in endless wrath burning inside me and finally the last inch of my tranquil shattered, the thin line of devastation between my sanity broke and I couldn't take more of this ruthlessness anymore as I broke into loud sobs. I tried to hold my emotions but couldn't be able to, I want to yell. I want to run away but his disgusting threat crushed me miserably. I don't know what to do anymore. I was crying because of my powerlessness, because of my vulnerable state of not being able to anyone about it especially Nicolas.

I leaned on the door and fell on my...