My parents and I have lunch in the dining room while the servants eat from the kitchen.

We barely talk on the table and once we finish eating, the table gets cleaned by the maids.

"Can I take a walk in the garden ?" I ask father and he nods.

"Of course dear , just remember to wear boots to avoid getting your slippers dirty."

"Okay." I happily skip to my room and put my boots on.On my way out I grab two apples and hide them in my jacket . I use the back door and head to the orchard. But Chad wasn't there.

Sad and disappointed, I turn around and start walking towards the house only to be grabbed by someone and I shrieked but he covered my mouth to Shush me.

"It's me , Chad." He whispers and my heart calms down.

"You scared me. " I turn around and laugh.

"Sorry to scare you. What are you doing here? Your parents are home." He says with fear written all over his face.

I reach into my jacket and pull out the apples. "Here , I brought these for you." I hand them to him and he takes them with a smile.

"That's really kind of you. Thanks." His smile grows bigger.

"I'm glad. I'll be on my way out now." I say nervously but he pulls me back and leads me away from the house. We walk deeper into  the orchard and I get to see how big the place is.

"I've never reached this far before. I had no idea this place was so wide." I look around and admire the area full of fruits and flowers.

"You should really talk to your parents and let you out sometime. The world is much bigger than you think." He chuckles and I blush. He's so cute.

"Let's sit here." He grabs a mat from the tree brunch and spreads it on the grass. I sit comfortably next to him and this time he doesn't flinch or tense up showing that he's now comfortable with me.

"About last time, I'm sorry I tried to kiss you. I hope I didn't make things awkward between us." I blurt out and he shrugs.

"It's ok, I understood." He says."have you ever kissed a boy before?"

" No."

"Have you ever been touched before?" He asks again.

"Like a handshake or a hug or —

"No." He laughs and looks at me curiously. "I mean sexually." He smirks and I look away feeling embarrassed that I had no idea.

"No ."I respond quietly.

"Have you ever had a boyfriend? Or even just a male friend?"

I look at him and frown."I've been locked up here all my life. I can never go out without someone watching me and I can certainly never talk to a boy without my parent's concert . So no , I've never had that experience. This is all new to me." I tell him truthfully and he understands.

"That's terrible. You need to explore the world and make friends. It's fun you know." He smiles

"I know I'm missing out a lot." I sigh sadly.

"But cheer up. We still have time to explore. It's never too late." He hands me one apple and I gladly take it.

We spent that afternoon chit chatting and cracking jokes. We lay on our backs and watch the sky and the birds fly by.

"You're beautiful." He says and I smile. I turn my head to his side and we stare at each other, only inches apart. I can literally feel his minty breath hitting my face , so can he.

"I feel it again." I whisper and he raises his eyebrows in question. "feel what?"

"I want to...kiss you." I say , my heart is beating wildly against my chest. And I have lost every bit of resistance in me. My body is in full control now.

"Then kiss me." He dares me and I do it without hesitation. I connect my lips with his but nothing happens so he takes the lead and moves his lips against mine and I follow his movements.

Our lips move in sync and I feel his hands hold my waist. He then climbs on top of me and I find myself opening my legs for him.

My body is heating up and I can't seem to have control anymore.

I wrap my arms around him and hold him tight to me. We continue kissing and I feel the urge to move my hips , and when I do I begin to feel something hard poking my stomach.

"Wait.." I push him away and look down between our bodies. "What is that in your pants ? It's poking me. Was it there before?" I ask curiously and he chuckles amused at my lack of knowledge.

"That's uh... that's my penis." He says and climbs off me . Sitting on the side again.

"Wow. It's so big." I stare shamelessly at him and he adjusts his pants .

"I'm actually not fully erect." He bits his bottom lip and I find myself licking mine.

"So it gets bigger? Does it hurt?" I scoot closer to him and attempt to touch him but he holds my hand.

"We shouldn't do that. I don't want to look like I'm taking advantage of your innocence and to answer your question ... Yes it does grow bigger and it doesn't hurt because it's a Normal process."

"Why does it grow like that?" I ask .

"Why did you want to kiss me ?" He ignores my question and asks

"Because I felt like it?" I'm not even sure what I'm saying.

"What did you feel?" He asks again and I get confused.

"I'm not sure but it was something. Penelope told me that it might be because I'm physically attracted to you or something." I giggle and he laughs

"Well your friend is correct." By now the bulge in his pants was no longer visible.

I'll ask Peggy about it later.

"I think I should head back before my parents start looking for me."

"Of course. " He helps me up and he wraps the mat before putting it where he got it. He hands me my jacket and we begin to walk back.

"I enjoyed the kiss." I tell him. He looks at me and flashes a smirk.

"I enjoyed it too and if you want to find out more about what you can enjoy...." He looked around to check if anyone was watching and then whispered in my ears.

"Come to my room tonight, room 8 in the servant's quarter and I'll teach you how to pleasure yourself. Don't tell anyone."  He then kissed my cheek and walked back to the orchard.

I walked back into the house awkwardly as I felt wetness between my legs. Did I pee myself or what? I take off my boots and run upstairs to find Fiona standing by my window. She saw everything...oh no.