#Chapter5

Li Na wakes up feeling the headache hammering her head. She frowns and lets out grimaces of pain to withstand the throbbing in her head.

“Uhhh...” She holds and slowly kneads her head so she can ease the pressure she feels.

It takes her a few minutes to make herself comfortable. After her condition gets better, she looks up and sees the room she is in.

For a moment, she keeps dazedly staring at the wall. The pink colored wall seems too familiar with her.

This should be her old room but just a moment before, she was in Shen Yun Tian’s room. Li Na immediately touches her chest. The pain and ache she felt before are still there. Telling herself that this is all real.

The emotion overwhelms her, making the tears immediately fall one by one from her eyes and flow down to her chin.

“Mmpphh....” She closed her mouth with her hand tightly to stop herself from screaming. But it’s just making her cry louder. Li Na wants Shen Yun Tian. She needs to see him. So her pain can be reduced.

She immediately stands from her bed and slams into the door. Her body couldn’t pass through the door as she used to do. This feels so weird.

Li Na raises her hand and slowly touches the doorknob. She feels the cool sensation as she touches it. It makes her shocked. Isn’t she in the spirit state? She tries to turn the doorknob but it is locked.

Even though it’s locked, Li Na still feels excited. She is alive! She is no longer a dead person. It’s hard to believe but it’s true!

After calming down, Li Na finally observes her situation. She wanders around the room and touches the things inside her room. She is happy knowing that she is no longer able to pass through things anymore.

In that happy moment, Li Na observes her solid hand! Li Na’s hand is currently so small and her fingers are skinny. It’s making her jump a bit. A few thoughts are running wild in her mind. It’s impossible!

Li Na immediately runs to the mirror of her dressing table. Her appearance on the mirror makes her tremble in disbelief. She slowly raises her hand and touches her face.

There are no excessive fats on her chin and cheek! She traces her skin and it feels elastic and soft. Her lips are still red, no longer pale because of those sleepless nights she had. There are no longer dark circles under her eyes because of fatigue and stress.

Li Na looks down at her body and realizes how slim she is right now. The fat layer surrounding her waist is gone.

Even though time has changed her, Li Na still recognizes that her appearance she has right now is the same as her youth.

Did she really go back to the time when she was still living with Shen Yun Tian? Is this true? She is not dreaming, right?

Li Na immediately runs to her door so she can verify her situation now. She forgot that at the moment she was being locked in her room.

She stands still for a moment. Li Na thought to herself that if she was being confined, then the time she was in right now is definitely after 2 years of her marriage. The time when she asks for divorce from Shen Yun Tian!

Li Na felt a deep sorrow. Why turn back right at this moment. Why not at the time of her early marriage where she can manage to make things right?

‘Pa!’ Li Na slaps her face hard. She rationalizes herself back. Being able to live at this exact moment is a blessing! She shouldn’t be too greedy and selfish as before.

Knowing that Shen Yun Tian loved her at first sight, Li Na felt assured that she still had a chance in being and staying together with him.

She should not give up before trying. She must not let Shen Yun Tian become sad like before. She was going to make him happy. This is her promise.

As Li Na was still in deep thought, suddenly she heard a knocking sound and the door being unlocked. Slowly the door was pushed lightly.

“Young Madam, Young Master asked me to check on your condition now,” An old servant hesitantly moves to Li Na’s side. She seemed afraid of Li Na because there was one time that she nearly was slapped because the water from a cup she held accidentally tainted Li Na’s clothes.

However, today Li Na seemed different. Usually, she would scream at the servant and ask Shen Yun Tian to let her go but Li Na only quietly looked at the servant and stared into space. This only made the servant feel more nervous so she quickly applied a soothing gel on Li Na’s red cheeks.

Just before she exits the room, Li Na’s sudden question makes her stop in her tracks. “How did you know my cheek was hurting?”

“I didn’t know Young Madam, it's just that the Young Master asked me to apply the medicine.” After answering her, the servant immediately flies away.

The answer fully affirms Li Na’s thought. There should be several pinhole cameras that Shen Yun Tian had installed in the room to observe her. Thus when he saw Li Na slap herself, he immediately asked the servant to apply the medicine.

Li Na sighs heavily and buried her face in the pillow. That sad man truly loves her. The sorrowful emotion was burdening her so she clenched the blanket underneath her body to control herself.

She needs to calm down! She was able to return back in time and she must not waste it. She had promised herself that she needed to make that person happy. She smiles to herself. This is her opportunity to love him back.

After regaining her composure, Li Na turns her face back into an emotionless expression. Her eyes wildly look around for the hidden cameras.

As expected, Shen Yun Tian installed the cameras exactly at the open spaces so he can view her clearly. It is very easy to spot the cameras because she just needs to look at the area of her bed since most of her time, she lies there.

Li Na moves to the bathroom and sees if she can spot any cameras. But it looks like he still respects her personal space. There is not even one in the room. That’s why when she committed suicide in the toilet, its took him a long time to save her.

In her previous life, Li Na never found the cameras because she never cared to look around the room and continued drowning in her sadness.

Li Na washes her face and grabs a towel. She looks at herself in the mirror and tries to search for something she has that has attracted Shen Yun Tian’s attention.

No matter how long she stares at herself, she couldn’t find anything. Her face is only a little above average and isn’t considered to be pretty when compared to actors. People would only look at her once if passing by her and wouldn’t have the urge to ask for further contact.

She gives up and goes to the bathtub. She immersed herself in the water and relaxed. It feels so amazing to have this body back. Li Na touched below her stomach to feel for any trace of surgery. Kneading and rubbing there, she still doesn’t find any trace.

Li Na laughs. She has not undergone any abortion surgery. Her body is still a virgin and free from a man’s touch. She feels so relieved. It looks like she is still fertile and able to become pregnant.

Li Na will no longer be haunted by the cries of a baby. Someday she will be giving birth and that child will call her ‘Mom’. A tear of happiness slides down her cheek. The future looks bright to her.

After she finishes bathing, Li Na wears her bathrobe and slowly moves to her wardrobe. When taking her clothes, she suddenly remembers that there might be a gaze that is currently watching her now.

A teasing idea suddenly comes into her mind. Usually, Li Na would take her clothes and wear them in the bathroom after doing her skin care routine. But today, she wants to trigger Shen Yun Tian.

Li Na loosens her bathrobe because she knows how being a messy beauty is totally enchanting. Li Na slowly puts the clothes she chose on the bed and slowly wipes the drops of water on her skin.

She sits on her bed since only it has the best position to view her actions.Since she just had a robe on, her position allowed her pale skin to peek out, teasing Shen Yun Tian. Carefully, she wipes her legs but at the same time, a section of her beautiful shoulder is on display.

The drops of water from her hair fall down to her long neck and slightly graze her clavicle. Then it disappears into the gap that is hidden by the disheveled bathrobe.

After some time finally, Li Na decides to stop her solo show and wears her clothes properly.

Now, Li Na doesn’t know what to do. There is no phone given by Shen Yun Tian to fill her leisure time.

Even if she called him, he wouldn’t come because each time she called him before, she would ask for him to release her. Thus making Shen Yun Tian refuse to see her.

Li Na looks at her dressing table and her eyes shine. She knows just what to do so Shen Yun Tian would come and meet her.

She goes there and takes the scissors inside her drawer. She plays with the scissors for a while. She tries hard to make her face look emotionless and empty. She pretends to contemplate what she should do with the scissors.

Li Na sits on her bed and softly laughs. She slowly moves the scissors to her neck and closes her eyes tightly.

Before she made any moves, suddenly she heard the door of her room being unlocked. The door is pushed hard. A heavy breathing man comes panicking into the room.

Li Na smiles. She succeeded.