I didn't know what to think of Kendall but my evening with him had been very refreshing like an evening with an old friend. I had loved this breath of fresh air in those moments when only my work had counted.

At the end of dinner he suggested that I go clubbing the next evening, so I said yes without hesitation. Maybe I just didn't go out anymore because I was at odds with Emmy and I didn't have William anymore. I had no more friends so no motivation to go out.

On Saturday during the day I had complete care done. It had been months since I had taken...