#Chapter7 Capability

Once i returned to the packhouse. It was already quiet .. Pretty unusual for my chaotic pack .

Krystal smiled brightly with a laugh once she spotted Myungsoo being back on the couch, he smirked too and she jumped on him and scolding him for being away too long while Chanyeol laughed at the both of them and kris gave him that look of annoyance. Sehun seemed to only have his eyes on the belly though groping it all the time as if he was fascinated by it which he probably was although Krystal would be really let anyone have a proper touch on it,

They were all here and kris soon got up disappearing into the kitchen to come back with a few sandwiches.

This sight made me happy , how everyone enjoyed their selves and acted like a big family. It would’ve made me smile as bright as the sun if it weren’t for my own sun to be missing.

Not wanting to disturb them i ,instead of going to join them, turned towards the stairs and headed up .

I was debating with myself rather to open the door or not since i wasn’t sure if he was still mad At me .we never fought , never and i don’t even know if you could call what we did fighting it was merely a little argument yet it felt like it was still weighting on both of our shoulders .

A sigh fell from my lips when i just decided to Give it a go as i opened

The door to our room slowly.

Kyungsoo "i frowned rushing closer when i saw him with the silver blue knife in His hands .he was just sitting on the bed looking over it .

"what are you doing ? Why would you take the knife again ?"I quietly took It out of my hands but he didn’t respond ,He just looked down with an expression i couldn’t read .

Why are you such a fucking pussy !? Huh!? Tell me why you're so wea-"

"Kyungsoo "i knew exactly what he was recalling from his memories and i didn’t like that he did

"stop thinking about this shit" i tried to speak soft now but he still didn’t listen to me so i turned his face to look at me

"hey "

As soon as his teary eyes landed on mine his expression saddened

"stop reading my minds !"

then stop thinking about all this again , Kyungsoo he’s gone ok . So stop hurting yourself with those memories! "he didn’t answer to that and only huffed whipping over his face

"please "

why ?... Because you can’t protect me from my mind too ? "he’s so upset And not in his right mind i know it’s mainly because of his pregnancy so i tried hard to handle this situation without anyone of us getting hurt.

Kyungsoo .. Come on you're tired lets just get to bed ok "

when will you stop talking to me like i'm some baby "He removed my hands from his and i sighed again.

i always talk to you like tha-"

"exactly .."

Kyungsoo, i don’t .. I don’t understand what this is about ? What’s wrong ? Is it because of the whole me holding back my wolf thing ?"He only ran his hand over his face seeming stressed .

no .. "he sighed resting his elbows on his knees while he face was buried in his hands and i watched him worriedly yet patiently.

"i don’t know what’s wrong with me.  i'm just overreacting again "

because of what ? .. Do you want me to kick someone’s butt ?"I sat down beside him and he chuckled weakly shaking his head as he looked now up to me to his side sitting straight again .

"you're so tall "he giggled obviously changing the topic which meant that something happened definitely .

and you're so small "i pulled him closer and he now leaned fully on me  Climbing a little to lay on me as I was his chair.

"if i'm heavy don’t say anything because i don't care "

This made me laugh as I stroke my hand over his back .

"don’t worry .. You're as light as a snail "

His head lifted when he leaned back slightly as he looked up at me with a frown.

"you compare me with a snail now ? Wow .. How romantic "

come on baby, you know what i mean "I smirked pushing his hair to the side "besides we saw some snails on our way back and Krystal kept pushing me into them and i tried not to crush them with my paws so .."

He swallowed looking down onto my stomach while he stroke over it strafing the curves of my abs through my shirt with his thumbs before looking up at me again

"so how was it ..

Running with Krystal "

Now i sat up again sensing his jealousy that somehow amused me . my arms flew around his small form that sat on my lap now , to fold together on his bottom.

"boring "i whispered leaning into the crotch of his neck and inhaling his sweet scent .

doesn’t sound boring when she annoyed you with all the snails "

He muttered .

well boring for me not for her since she kept talking about some girly stuff "i leaned back to see him smiling slightly

Oh Jongin, you won’t believe it but she said the shoes where actually only 22$ instead of a 1000$ "i chuckled at him and finally pulled him even closer turning his around to lay under me "no no Jongin please .. My make up !"He moved his backhand to dramatically lay on his forehead .

shut up "i still chuckled . A smile still evident when i moved my fingers to be under his chin titling his head up for me to place a kiss on his lips after he had removed his hand from his forehead.

And now my hand moved to lay on his cheeks when i titled my head to deepen the kiss brushing my nose against his soft cheek and nose.

His hand moved up my neck as well when i titled my head once more .heavy breathing 

Came out of his nose as he didn’t want to end the kiss and i was no different when i crawled to be more on top of him still not breaking the kiss when i started slipping my hands under his pullover .

j-Jongin "he finally broke the kiss when i started working on his pants.

He looked down to see my hands working while his were wrapped around my neck by now . i chuckled kissing his forehead and he turned back to look at me. With his glanced eyes and swollen lips .

I growled lowly at the sight and he smirked .

i love you too "he giggled stroking through my hair when i finally managed to open his pants slipping .my hand in while kissing him again and muffling his gasp of pleasure .

I took it slow this time , my wolf ,kai thankfully agreeing to not hurt my mate by any bit and hold back from our own needs to consider how vulnerable and fragile he was at the moment.

He was tired even before we did it so it didn’t surprise me that he fell asleep A few seconds later after his climax. I only stroke him off so we didn't really do it.

I was fully awake again with just another hours to sleep..

So i ended up just resting my head on my palm which was steadied by my elbow while i looked over him in my arms .carefully tracing through his hair To not wake him .

My hickeys marking his neck and i could see over his chest as well although they were a lot more than the usual. I didn’t find any bigger bruise on him and it relieved me.

He flinched lightly turning around away from me on the bed before releasing a sigh and continuing to sleep . i sighed with a little smile as i grabbed the blanket and pulled it over his shoulder Before placing a soft kiss onto his head and heading out of the room right after .

I still needed to clear things of what had happened to make him take out the old hunting knife of his father .

bullshitting all over this place look ! "I heard Chanyeol’s whine and rolled my eyes amused when i finally got down fully to make them turn. Sehun having piece of a sandwich in his hands while munching on his bite while Chanyeol held up his broken figure sadly .

ah, the smell "Kris muttered to himself with a sigh making me squint at him shortly. Without him noticing though as he just continued reading his magazine .I knew he meant the mixing scent of me and Kyungsoo coming off of me .

how come no one heard any of you ? Do you enjoy quiet mating "my eyes landed on Myungsoo as he asked me that and i felt like blushing but could stop it in order to not embarrass myself .

soundproof walls "Sehun chuckled and i closed my eyes pinching the bridge of my nose before i changed the topic to get to the important stuff

"Krystal, you shouldn’t be up this long .. Why don’t you take a rest with Myungsoo ?"She raised an eyebrow at that and kris looked up from his magazine with suspicion

"please ?"

sure "she smiled sticking her tongue out to Chanyeol who growled lowly just when Myungsoo took her hand and guided her upstairs .

Myungsoo never really talked much from what I’ve been noticing . Since he’s been here but Krystal seemed to be the complete opposite but somehow you could just see that the both of them fit together .

sooo.?" Sehun started but was quickly interrupted by a whining Chanyeol "Jongin, look ! They broke my precious figure ! Because of their stupid kissing "he held the broken object in front of him and i wanted to not only slap my own forehead but his face as well .

Will he ever grow up ..

No one thinks that .

i didn’t send them away to talk to you because of your little toy "Sehun chuckled at that and i smirked proudly folding my arms as i rose my head in domination since Chanyeol was still just a bit taller than me and that’s annoying .

I sensed that my words also caught kris attention when i heard him lay down his magazine

it’s not a toy ... "Chanyeol looked down but i decided to not mind when kris asked from behind me

"why did you send them away then ?"

i just wanted to ask you a few questions .. "i started swallowing before i continued "is there anything i should know about ? Accidents ? Arguments ?"

Eyeing them carefully for any reaction as i said that i noticed how Sehun shot Chanyeol a quick glance that practically screamed nervousness

"SEHUN ! "

he flinched letting the sandwich fall and i pushed Chanyeol lightly aside grabbing Sehun by his collar

"anything you need to tell me ?"

n-no "he smiled nervously raising his hands

Jongin calm down geez "kris also got up with a sigh "just tell us what Kyungsoo’s problem with us is now"

I let go of Sehun turning to him as he said that "you shouldn’t think too much of his words .. Jongin ..

Moodswings may appear if he has been sick "  he was clearly trying to point out the pregnancy but still even if he has moodswings, he wouldn’t just think of this dark past without anyone triggering it .

who did it ?"I asked .

Chanyeol now too frowned first because of kris signs that no one except for me could read .

And Sehun was just grieving after his sandwich Before he now decided to show interest as well "what ?"

who called him weak ?"