#Chapter45 nothing is easy

what ?"I stepped a step forward before not being able to move again .

He looked away from me at that, losing a sob when he tried to continue but couldn't which tore my heart apart "y-you don't know .. what I went th-" before he could even continue painfully pressing the obviously horrible memories to the surface i pushed Kris aside and crushed him in a hug as if i was afraid he would disappear or leave again if I’d loosen my hold.

in sorry .. I'm so sorry "I repeated while he continued to sob trying to calm himself down. Never did I want...