Noah

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I spent the rest of the night in the bathtub washing myself and crying. I felt dirty, I felt used, I felt embarrassed.

I knew I had fucked up. I even cried harder when I saw the spots of blood on the areas of my vagina. Dimitri had taken my virginity and didn’t say anything else to me when he was done.

He just stared at me for a while and got dressed up before leaving my room. I couldn’t stop myself from crying and I couldn’t tell the only person who could make me feel better - Aiden, what I had just done.

I wasn’t blaming anyone...