“We'll be there soon. Wait),” the girls write in our general chat. I invited Sveta and Taya to my stepfather's house. Let's chat about something, maybe get a little closer. I should not get hung up on the loss of Lenka, I need to somehow continue to exist.

And don't mention Alex.

Yesterday he left, leaving the last word behind him. He does not want me to have his brains, to blame him for events long gone. In part, of course, he is right, but I also have the right to my own feelings! I suffered so much because of him, can I throw out my emotions at least once...