I promised Megan I'd go over to see Everett today and apologize for my inexcusable actions, she wanted me to make things right and I wouldn't go back on my word. Deep down I knew I had to make amends, I couldn't move on until he had accepted my apology and Megan saw my progress.

Our relationship means more to me than my pride, she makes me accept when I'm in the wrong rather than going off on a tangent. I want to be a better person because of her, she thinks logically and she's smart. God, she's so damn smart.

For all I know Everett might end our allied...