the day was fast approaching. And during these days a lot has happened. I can hardly go into detail.

Somehow, Jayar and I only met in the morning. At night, I don't go downstairs anymore. I was afraid of him despite my admiration. I’m afraid of falling forever and not being able to get up.

Jai and I don't go with them for breakfast either. I go straight to work and do’n eat at the canteen. Avoiding? Yes, this is what I did. That's right he called me a fool. That hurts for me.

Esan also did not know that we lived with Jayar. Maybe what he would think. Then...