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It dark and chilly out tonight, , I walk towards my window peeping out a little I see different students ,playing , jumping and hooking up around I sneeze drawing the window shut, I rub my hands together feeling cold enough to get frozen, I turn on the heater in the room , slowly and gradually the room temperature increases making me feel a little warm, taking slow strides back to my writing desk, it's been a week and I' just finished the book I've been working on I j refresh the page on my browser ready to begin a new novel all afresh, I inhale slowly feeling the energy surge through me,

Starting a new novel afresh makes me feel refreshed, it seems like an addiction, everyone laughs at me saying I have no social life it hurts a lot , I can't help the fact that lots of people in school call me a dork, comparing me to Gabriella, but what can I do I only shove aside questions that might hurt,

Unlike me, the hotness and cuteness runs in Gabriella's family, her mum also looks stunning and dashing, Writing books wears me out but it doesn't matter to me , I've always loved writing novels about werewolves , I turn on my laptop sipping the cocoa in the mug placed on the desk while the laptop boots, I warm up my fingers ready to spring into writing actions , just then a buzz sound is heard I tilt my head halfway

"Damn!!, Of all times why now?"

I try reaching over to the bed not wanting to stand but after several failed attempts I move dragging my ass off the chair, I check the caller ID to see it's mum, slouching my shoulder a little I pick up the call

"Hi mum,"

"Hello darling, how's mum's princess doing today?"

"I'm fine mum just having a rough little day "

"And why is that?, Don't tell me you are up writing books "

"No I'm not,"

"Don't you dare lie to me young lady"

"I'm sorry mum, I just couldn't help it, I walked around watched movies, tried the join the campfire and all but i ended up being bored, I couldn't help it, my fingers were itching to type something"

"Even, I let you leave to go on that trip just because you promised to have fun, remember?"

"I tried mum, I really did but I can't help it, one minute I'm away from it, it calls out to me "

"I just want you to have fun my child, every single day you are up texting and any free time you read, I know I trained you hard to be a decent young lady but this is getting too far, I want you to have a life even"

"This is my life mother, I'm sorry it doesn't fit into whatever plans you have whipped up already but I can't help it"

" I'm sorry if I got you upset even, I try understanding you but I find it hard to, I just can't you're a teenager for goddamn a sake , you should be out partying attending clubs and binge drinking not staying cramped all day at your desk writing books "

" It doesn't matter, you should respect my choices mum, and not force yours on me"

"I'm sorry even I would henceforth, I have to hang up now I've got to go "

" Bye mum"

"Bye honey"

I hang up the call feeling disrespected , people don't understand me all they do is judge me and call me weird and crazy saying I'm addicted to the wolves, I just can't help it everything about them its unique and lovely, it's just great, I can't help but feel at home and submerged into the books, I feel different when writing the stories,

I walk back to my desk , checking the temperature it's gotten cold, I sip it slowly rubbing my hands together ready to type anymore distractions and I won't move,

(Knicks!!!)

"Who's there?"

"Gabriella!"

"Get the fuck out of here I'm busy "

"You open this door or I'd have to call Zack in 3 , 2 ,1"

I Sprint to the door, opening wide and ahead

"You didn't have to involve Zack, besides why are you here?"

"Yes I had to involve him, you wouldn't let me in and can't I check in my favorite cousin "

I roll my eyes ,

"I'm your only cousin Gabriella, go straight in to the point why are you in my room?"

" I'm here for you actually,"

"And why is that?"

"I'm planning to host a party for my Birthday it would be the last so I might as well want it to be a big party"

"I still don't get why im involved in all of this, are you leaving?,why is it the last?"

"I want to host the party at home , but I'm not sure aunt would love the ideas so I had to ask you in person"

I yell In disbelief

"You interrupt my writing session for this?, What's wrong with you lady?, You can have the house all to yourself , she's going on a trip and so is dad both are going off on a business trip next week and I think it falls right in time with your birthday, satisfied?"

"Not so but maybe A little acceptable, besides can I ask for one more favor? "

"What more?, What for?"

"Try to wear something decent, I don't want anyone calling me the weirdos sister , one wrong move and my entire reputation goes crashing down, it's a risk I can't take,"

"Whatever I might as well stay in, I'd have little or no time to hover around the dummies you call friends, who wants to attend a party full of guys and booze"

" Anyone but you,get a life even you see this all whole writing stuffs abut wolves makes you more by the minute , I won't be surprised if you actually turn out to be one"

"I'd love to be one, at least if get to have a wolf to talk to not you or mum "

"Yeah sure whatever, one more thing even"

"What the fuck Gabriella, speak and get on out of my room, I need breathing space away from you this last animal"

"Relax girl, you've got hell of a nasty temper, just like a wolf, all I wanted to ask for was for you to make sure , as I make it a priority to ask your hit boyfriend Zack to come over to the party "

"You wouldn't dare!!"

"I didn't do or say anything why are you getting worked up over nothing, all I said was for you to make sure you invited him over nothing more I didn't mean anything bad wolfie , you sure are getting insecure"

I roll my eyes knowing she has something up her sleeves , every family has a rotten egg and in my family it's Gabriella, most times I'm envious of her , she's got the looks , the fame and the shape I wonder if she doesn't grow or age, she seemed to look the exact same last year and this years birthday I can't find a single change, I feel like she's getting younger each day, she isn't a vampire right?

I shook the thought out of my head,

" this is reality not a book even"

, I mentally remind myself,I don't know why but lately I've been feeling really insecure about my relationship with Zack, he's been complaining a lot that I have lesser and lesser time for him, I can't help but feel he'd have to search for a companion somewhere else and there Gabriella goes, She has the shape, height, skin , accent and brains but here I am on the other hand lacking basically everywhere and having nothing but my hobby of writing, I must admit I write really good books but I know for sure if I keep this attitude of mine for long I would have to choose between Zack and my novels but I'm hoping it doesn't go that far , the fear of choosing one me makes me want to cry,

I relax back into my desk chair, thinking of various titles. After long I pick one ready to begin a new novel. I feel my thumb go numb as I continue to type, but I just can't help it , I whistle in low, but interesting keynote.

The more I write, the more the imagination floods in.