I flew back to North Carolina the day the guys came back from Spain. We met at the same hotel, the same suite, and within minutes, we were all naked, in a pile on the bed. I moved from one to the next, kissing, murmuring sweet hellos, claims for more attention. Every single one of us was naked, but we were all comfortable together.

I was on top of Tristan, where he loved to have me the most, with Daniel to my left and Adam to my right. Michael was behind me, ready to do something I’d never done before. I was so turned on, so ready for all of...