*Kessie*

Two weeks already since I decided to stabilize myself with Célestin. I deleted Darryl's number, unfortunately we are in the same WhatsApp group... sometimes I want to leave the group to know nothing more about him. Because I am too often tempted to write to him. But I fight with all my strength to hold back the desires of my whole being which push me with virulence into his arms... I suffer from his absence, I suffer from his ignorance, I suffer from his remoteness, I suffer from his lack ... I do everything to concentrate on Célestin, it's with great difficulty that I get there. Even after having...