I arrive at my destination: Beedi. here I am going down to get to the house. Eh ah it's dry, there's no one in the street, it's scary and the lamp post has chosen its time to go out. Bad luck. A few meters away from the road, I feel like someone is calculating me, I quicken my pace, and then… bang!!! I feel someone pull me by the arm and put a hand over my mouth…I try to fight back but he slaps me so hard that the tear falls on its own. He pulls me towards the darkness, holds me by the neck...

Farel: run again I see. You can't get past me Arole...

Arole: please let me go, you're suffocating me. farel leave me alone

Farel: (in a serious tone) listen to me, little one. No matter what you do, until I get what I want, I won't leave you alone. …You understood ??

I tried to remove his hand, without success, my throat hurt and I couldn't speak. This is where he squeezed even harder.

Farel: answer! You understood ??

Arole: 0- u…yes.

Farel: I'm already losing patience...don't push me to take you by force...hmm, your body is tempting me a lot, but you're wasting our time by playing tough...

I couldn't answer him, he was choking me so much...

Farel: (in a playful tone) Arole, why can't you just give me a chance?? If you had accepted from the start, I wouldn't be chasing you around like this…you know I really want you, you can't know how much…but you'd rather be with a bastard like Jores… he's mad at you, I've already told you that. I would treat you better than him…you would have everything with me, much more consideration…

Arole: please let me go, I'll think about it, I... swear to you... Farel, but please... leave me. You strangle me.

Farel: okay the go. I'm letting you go, but you're going to stop running away from me and get with me, if not next time, you can't imagine what I'm going to do to you.

He says it while kissing me, caressing me and leaning against him. I close my eyes, full of disgust, I push him away wisely for fear that he will become violent. He lets go of me completely, immediately I run to enter my house. Luckily, my brother wasn't asleep yet, he opened the door for me, and the parents weren't in the living room. I throw myself on my bed, to tell the truth, I am not frightened by what has just happened. But I'm tired of it all. It's already going on too long and I no longer have the morale or the strength. I am overwhelmed. And when I still think about what put me there...rather the one who put me in this situation, I hurt, my tears flow. I cry with anger, regret, rage. I can't take it anymore…shit. I take out my phone, I see several missed calls. My friends called me… and kessie is still calling.

Arole: kessie...

Kessie: Arole!? Where are you? I'm worried, we've been looking for you here until we're scared, and you're not picking up the phone..

Arole: …

Kessie: Hello! Arole where are you? Ahhah even speak?

Arole: I'm home

Kessie: how are you at home? And...are you crying? Weer the girl here tell me what is even nor…

Arole: I had to go home kessie

Kessie: why? We went to bring other chairs, when I came back I didn't find you... Dion even speaks...! Why did you come back?

Arole: the madman there chased me again kessie…I don't know what to do anymore.

Kessie: and?? What else did he want?

Arole: The same song...and now he's threatening to rape me...

Kessie: Ekiee…

Arole: I ran so much earlier...kessie I'm tired of all that

Kessie: keep calm sweetie… tomorrow we'll call the guys there, they'll tell us what to do…he didn't do anything to you I hope?

Arole: he leaned on my neck...I even still have pain.

Kessie: the problem is that we can't call Doctor LAW now, it's getting late...sweetie, try to rest, tomorrow we'll find a solution...

That's what I've been trying to do for months. Finding peace, tranquility, walking without having to run or hide. That damn day, who even sent me? If I knew…