After that day, I went to stay with my mother, to try to forget a bit! I then took refuge in work. It's the only way for me not to go crazy. I was able to renew my sim card that I had lost with my laptop just before my trip. I've been calling Aisha for a week now, she doesn't pick up. I so want to see her, I'm dying to be near her, to caress her belly in which this little piece of us is growing. I so wish things would go back to the way they were...I screwed it up....if I knew I wouldn't get carried away...