I thought it wouldn't be that bad.. I mean, my admiration for James was not for a short time, I've been in love with him since my childhood.

But the fast-paced events of that period and my meeting with Harry did not leave me a chance to think and cry as usual every time I saw him with Nicole.

Yes, believe it or not, I cried a lot because of James.. I spent my teenage nights locked in my room in the dark while boxes of food and ice cream surrounded me on top of my bed and tissues everywhere.

Miserable teenager.

But we grow and learn and I'm not...