"I wanted to erase all my mistakes and replace them with new ones. I wanted to be like everyone else. I wanted to feel nothing for others. To feel nothing for myself. I wanted to pretend that I was just like everyone else. Just like I had pretended to be back then."

"So you killed because you hated yourself?"

He nodded. "At first it started because of you. Because I realized that I loved you too much to let you go. But I didn't realize at first that I loved you. Only later when I found out that you had given birth to my child. I wanted to punish you...