Blast from the past. Part 3: a treasure trove of secrets

"some people come into your life and you just know you will never be able to replace them if they left "

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°°°°Amalia's point of view°°°°

Walking into Lukas's office I spotted the chairman of the company Nicolas Scott, when he saw me he looked like he'd seen a ghost. I continued walking towards the elevator and went Lukas in his office so we can grab lunch, I decided if I'm going to treat my husband and I should get a treat in return.

Arriving at the office I saw a woman, who looked exactly like me. 'oh dear God, is she another submissive like Kate Patterson', I walked towards my husband and planted kisses on his cheek. My inner goddess planting her flag but he turned me down cold, whats up with him? He was staring at her. Who the fuck is she? I wanted to ask but Lukas cut in, sensing my change in energy. "Emily meet Amalia Grayson. Amy meet my best friend Emily Matthews" that right bitch I'm Mrs Grayson. Wait what did he say 'best friend?' I thought Lukas didn't have any friends.

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It had been two weeks since Emily had lunch with Lukas Grayson and now she found herself in his office at 02:00am. When she walked in, the door to his office was open and he had a bottle of Bourbon on his desk. He was standing by the window looking at the lights of Seattle. "Good evening, Luke?" he turned around his shirt had four bottoms undone. His tan chest was visible. "Emily..." his voice trailed. To him she looked gorgeous standing in his office but his eyes drift to the portrait of his wife, he was a cheater with his mind. Ever since the day they grabbed lunch together all he could think about was her legs over his shoulders and losing himself in the bliss that was Emily Matthews. "I'm dying." she said her voice could hardly be heard but he heard her loud and clear.

°°°°Lukas's point of view°°°°

"what did you say?" I asked her as she tucked a piece of her strawberry blond hair behind her ear as she looked me dead in the face, her brown eyes holding so many secrets. She took a deep breath then let it out, biting her bottom lip. I have the urge to take here right now. Snap out of it Grayson, you're fucking married and you love your wife. "I'm - Shelby Maddison is my doctor." she said while fiddling with her hair that went down her slender shoulders, dripping on her breast.  Oh god help control my urge not to take her here or ever again. Why do you have to give me so much temptation. I can feel myself getting an erection, I'm turning hard just staring at her. I'll just have to try an avoid it. Now back to the main fucking question, why the fuck is Emily seeing my sister Shelby as her doctor? "why?" I asked trying to position myself behind the desk to look cold and unmoving.

It took her a while and let me tell you, I was getting impatient. An I  could tell by the way she sat it was something important but either she was nervous or afraid of how I'd react. "Em, I don't have fucking time, just tell me? Please?" I asked an that's when she let out a loud sigh and screamed "I'm dying, Lukas. I have a tumor growing on my heart, your sister is trying to find a way to surgically remove it without killing me, OK. Cause I'm fucking dying and I needed to tell someone. " what the fuck, no she can't die. No, she just can't. Why? Out of all the things in the world. Why death? What about the daughter she speaks of? What will happen to the kid? "Emily, I'm -" but she cut me off "don't fucking say your sorry, okay. I don't need you to be sorry for me!" I clinched my jaw, what the fuck is her problem?.

"I think - I think I should go" she said an started to stand up. I got up to hug her, walking towards her felt wrong but good at the same time, like temptation had won. As I stood in front of her, holding her close as she cried her lungs out.

I slightly pulled away and watched tears fall from those beautiful brown eyes. I watched as her lips tremble. I couldn't take it anymore, I leaned forward kissing her passionately, giving her parts of myself that longed for her. All those years of missing the taste of her lips. The kiss was hard, sweet and wet all at once. My hands roamed her body wanting more from her, instead she pushed me away. "Lukas." the way she said my name, the way her eyes looked in mine "we can't. Your married and-" i cut her off "and what? My wife seems distanced, an you - its like God had sent you back to me" I think I've gone insane with hunger for her. What am I doing? I love my wife! Snap out of it Grayson she was - no, is your best friend and your having a moment of weakness.

"lets never speak of this again" she said "I'll make like it never happened" I muttered under my breath, who am I kidding this kiss will haunt my dreams and even beyond that. "Lukas, I need to tell you something!" she says, as she moves away from me. More bad news... "you know I have a daughter right?." wait, fuck she's married too? I'll have to ask walech for info on her husband and daughter. I looked at her focusing my eyes on her hands.

"you're  married? "

" no. "

" boyfriend?."

"nope. "

" ex? "

" geez, Lukas what the third degree?"she giggled

"just answer the fucking question em" I stated. "no one else touched me after you"she simply said "so you adopted?" she shakes her head "nope, she came out of my birthing chamber, born from me." No it can't be. I... I - this can't, oh dear god this fucking can't be happening.