"Bye, mum!" My kids said in unison from up the balcony and for the fifth time this morning. They are waving at me along with Nikki who is standing there with them.

I waved back at them before crossing the busy street. The street is a bit rowdy but more better than where we use to live.

I couldn't sleep last night. It wasn't because of the rowdy street but because of my awful situation. I actually share a room with my kids and I didn't stop staring at them all night as I thought about everything.

I have started killing my feelings for Ernest. It is going to take...