I felt guilty.

I was so sad at the thought of the girls leaving but now, I hardly thought about them.

Ronan and I had other ways to keep ourselves, we have been having a lot of sex on every surface in the house. We were determined to christen everywhere, we barely wore any clothes around the house.

Today it was the kitchen, the next day it was Danica's bedroom. It was fun but something tells me we were just filling up the emptiness with something we both enjoyed.

We played a lot of games too, we discovered so many games in the game room and used them to our...