I stomped to my room, murmuring to myself. I know I was being a bitch to jade but it's not my fault she came at the wrong time.

Now, I have to apologize.

Why do I keep doing things I don't like? I don't appreciate the jealous part of me, it's making me irrational and irritable.

I should have taken Danica's advice not to get attached, I felt like she was being so harsh, but she was indeed saying the truth. I have been nothing but unpleasant ever since Jade came here and it doesn't feel nice.

I am isolated, I have no one to talk to and it sucks....