Chapter 6
I touched his forehead and pulled out the hair that was there.
'' Did you miss me? '' I asked softly.
I hope he stays, please Lord.
"Who are you ?!" he asked me, I smiled.
"Thainah ..." I replied, her face softening towards me.
Really? Are you Thainah? '' He asked like a child, I nodded.
"Yes, I'm Thainah" he smiled but his eyes were still half closed.
'' Your woman is so naughty and beautiful? ''
my heart pounded at what he said.
She looks beautiful to me. I just heard that he told me nice and he was still drunk. Bottom of the people.
"Liquor makes people say the truth."
I shivered p*tek!
"Is she beautiful Boss?" I asked nervously as she combed her hair, she smiled and nodded quickly. Good beautiful. '' He exclaimed.
My cheeks blushed from the tremor. I know I'm beautiful but it's really different when it comes from the person you love.
"Stop bluffing and just stand up" I helped him stand up.
Good thing he was still standing. I let him into the bedroom and dropped him on the bed. She moaned. I felt electricity because of his muttering. I climbed on the bed and opened his polo shirt. I was stunned when one of his hands opened to cover my cheek. I looked at him.
He's looking at me intensly.
'' Boss ... ''
'' I thought you'll not going to come back to me, I was so d*mn scared but now I feel so happy and strong again looking at you. Come back to me '' he said softly as his thumb caressed my cheek and lips. It was as if my eyes were closed because there were tears there.
He sat down so I supported him. He still doesn’t remove his hand from my cheek. He smiled at me.
"You're so beautiful Thainah and I want to be with you my whole life can you do that?" He asked softly.
I looked into his eyes, his eyes sincere.
I was carried away by my emotions so I nodded and then the next thing I know is me being pinned in the bed while Boss is kissing me torridly.
He covered my whole mouth and he didn't miss anything, he bit my lip so I did the same. I kissed him back. I felt that he was taking off my clothes, I had no objection and even helped him. When he took off all my clothes he just looked at me.
Burning desire and passion are visible in his two eyes, I bit my lip.
He got off the bed and pulled my two knees into the corner of the bed. He parted my legs and kissed and s*ck my core. My lips parted. I was so attached to the comforter.
'' You're wet and your juices are so sweet like your beauty '' he said looking at me.
Her looks are confusing, seductive.
He went back to what he did and I just moaned and moaned until I felt something wet come out of my pempem. He is superior to me. I saw the sticky in the corner of his mouth. It looks like it's still coming from me.
He grinned.
'' You want to taste your sweetness? '' He asked seductively.
'' How? '' I asked, making me co-curious what the taste was.
He grinned wider.
'' Kiss me '' he ordered and I kissed him.
Our kiss was full of intensity and passion. His hands are exploring all of my curves in the body. He stopped and took off his clothes. I just watched as he undressed it. My eyes widened when I saw his p*nis.
The size and already salute!
'' You want to s*ck it? '' He asked while playing with his own manhood.
I swallowed hard, I looked at him and quickly shook
"I don't want to, it's too big to break my mouth." I said innocently.
It's true that I might even grow up with that size.
He laughed.
'' You're innocent ''
"Where are you going to put that in?" I asked him again.
He cupped my v*gina after that he put his palm in his mouth and l*ck it. The sensation I was feeling was even hotter. He raised both hands on either side of me. I was shocked and looked at him nervously.
'' What are you doing? '' I asked.
'' I'll put it inside your shaved and delicious p*ssy '' he seductively said.
I quickly gripped his manhood tightly, he winced at what I was doing.
'' What are you doing ?! '' he hissed, pain plastered in his face.
'' Will you let me in after that size ?! ''
Is he kidding me ?!
His face softened and he laughed at me again.
'' It will fit, so now let go of my c*ck ''
I would have done nothing but quit.
"Hurry up," I told him and opened my thighs even more.
He kissed me on the lips. He grabbed his manhood and slowly inserted it into me. I was grabbed by one of his arms propped up on the bed. My whole body was shaking with pain. It was like destroying my whole femininity. It really hurts. Tears escaped my eyes. Very painful.
'' A-the s-pain '' almost nothing came out of my mouth because of the pain, I just felt him kiss me on the cheek, forehead and lips.
'' I'll be gentle and it's just from the start. I'll move so you the pain will fade. Don't cry baby '' he begged.
I nodded and stopped crying.
He was weak at first. I still feel the pain but it disappeared after a while. His stab inside me quickened. This is delicious. Very delicious.
I grabbed her two arms that were propped up on the bed. I watched as Zeph grunted and with full force stabbed inside me.
'' Ughh! Yeah! A-ang sarap '' I moaned in pleasure.
He looked at me in surprise and smiled.
''Is it delicious? Huh ?! '' he accelerated the stab even more.
'' Yes it's delicious! '' I shouted savoring his every thrust.
His stab became even faster until I felt something build up in my abdomen. He made a few more stabs until something exploded inside me. I felt a hot liquid. He gasped as he lay down next to me as I feared what would happen to us tomorrow.
I looked at his bedside table. Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes as I stared at the picture of Ma'am Kaye and Boss.
I gave up my virginity to my Boss who is so loved by his fiancé.
My toy.
I woke up with the pain. I slowly stood up. I can still feel the pain between my thighs. When I sat down I gasped.
I gave it to him and I knew I was very guilty.
Ma'am Kaye doesn't deserve this but what should I do? I just love it.
I looked at the comforter wrapped around my body. I'm wearing a boxer shorts and Boss's t-shirt. That looks like a loose t-shirt to me. I slowly got up from the bed. I was held on the bed as I stumbled. I almost collapsed. My femininity really hurts, it hurts to walk. I tried to get us together. I looked at the table near the bathroom of the room. My clothes are folded there and on top are my panties. I felt ashamed. It looks like he even folded my panties. I went to my clothes and took a shower.
After I took a shower I exited the Walk-in Closet. When I came out I was shocked when I saw the pictures of Boss and Ma'am Kaye. My chest tightened. I think that whatever I give Boss Ma'am he will still choose. The ways he poses in the picture, I know he loves Ma'am Kaye very much and Ma'am Kaye loves him too. I sighed. I don’t want to ruin a relationship.
I forced myself to regain my courage and left the room. When I came out of the room I immediately looked for Boss, I was not disappointed and I saw him in the kitchen. I want to talk to him. I will clarify everything. I will admit that I love Boss but I don’t want to ruin the relationship.
It looks like he saw me because he was distracted by my behavior. He smiled at me as if everything was okay. My heart pounded immediately.
"Let's eat" she said.
I just nodded and sat down in front of him. Just quietly eating. I don’t know why I’m still here and thickening my face. Is this how I love Boss that even if slapped in the face is impossible I still hope.
We did not urinate until after dinner. I helped him clean up. Then I took my bag. I took to there couch.
"Thainah ..." I stiffened when I heard him called me.
I took a deep breath before he looked back, I turned at him after.
"Boss"
He occupied the space between us.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't—" I cut him off because it hurts.
"I know Boss. I know you regretted it Boss but I want you to know that I'm in love with you for a year now, but don't worry, I'm not going to ruin your relationship with Ma'am Kaye ”I said emotionless.
I don’t want to show Emotion because I know all I can show now is pain.
Boss was stunned as if surprised by my confession, who would have thought.
"T-thainah, I didn't expect—" I didn't let him finish again, I was afraid of being hurt by what he would say.
I snorted.
"You didn't expect? I gave you my Virginity Boss" I told him.
I felt offended, what did he think of me just opening up to anyone?
Suddenly his face softened and he was scared.
"Okay. I'm sorry, I expected it and I'm responsible for you" he told me.
I immediately felt happy, who wouldn't be happy when you were beaten.
"How can you hold me accountable, Boss if you have a relationship with Ma'am Kaye? What kind of responsibility? That's why we're always in bed? You will satisfy my needs and I'll satisfy yours? Is that so Boss?"
"No!" he hissed and paranoid.
"B-Maybe m-pregnant k-you, I want to be there for my child" he told me.
I felt a strange electricity in my body along with the sadness that he didn't really know me.
"You'll stop the wedding if you found out that I'm pregnant?" I asked.
I don't care if I sounds nagging, I don't want my child to grow up outside in case we have children.
Boss was stunned, seemingly taken aback by my question. I can see through his eyes that he is having a hard time.
I sighed.
I lost. I know. I’m too much of a villain myself.
"Don't, Boss. I'm sorry if I'm pressuring you, thorning your relationship with Ma'am Kaye is not my intention, if I'm just pregnant I don't want my child to be an illegitimate child. I am very practical Boss, you know that even if sometimes my brain is damaged. I'm sorry, you were drunk last night, I know you didn't mean what happened last night. Don't worry, I'll stay away from you "I said to him and turned his back on him but before I could step away he pulled me forward again.
"I want to be there for my child until he or she grows up" he told me seriously.
I'm happy because she's thinking about the possibility of me getting pregnant. She is thinking about the life of our future child. I shook my hand
"I'll take pills, Boss so don't worry—"
"No!" He hissed.
My heart was beating fast. We both fell silent. Is it true what I heard? He seemed to want us to come together.
He averted his eyes so I gasped. That doesn't mean anything, I'm just assuming.
"I'm going home, Boss" I turned my back on him and walked away.
"Thainah ..." was the last I heard but I still didn't look at him.
Thainah's Pov
Some days I avoided Boss, sometimes he comes here with us, that's what Dad told me. He was asking why Boss always came here, if I was in arrears or debt, of course I said we would just talk. Sometimes when he comes here with us, I'm still at work so I can make my plan to avoid him. This Sunday we are cleaning the whole house. Otherwise we do general cleaning.
I wipe the walls letting the sweat fall down my body from my face.
"Ate, please hand over the Figurine" RafRaf commanded me which I obeyed immediately.
I took the Figurine and gave it to him but he didn't accept it right away so I raised an eyebrow at him, my brother was just watching me so I was born.
"What is the problem?" my astonishment question.
He was still staring at me.
"How many days have you been an idiot, Ate. Do you have a problem?" he asked me, I quickly averted my gaze from him.
"W-nothing!" asik ko.
"Eh why are you avoiding looking at me?" he was still intrigued.
My brother's skull is also hard! I really want to get caught.
"I'm just on a trip" I excused.
He gave me a meaningful look as if in disbelief, his eyes narrowed.
"You're hiding something" he really looked at me.
I immediately felt scared. Who is not afraid. When you have a secret and it looks like other people will know, you really feel scared.
He approached me, there was a glimpse of happiness in my brother's eye.
"Are you pregnant?" he asked me.
I was shocked and my mouth fell open. What's on her mind, of course I'm not pregnant, I just finished my period yesterday, because after what happened to me and Boss, less than two days later he came to me so I didn't take pills because it looks like I'm not pregnant.
"No ah!" he smirked
"I'll report you to Papa, your Boss got you pregnant" he said.
I was immediately alarmed.
"Dad, Ate is pregnant!" he was still shouting so my hand quickly landed on his mouth.
"G*ga ka talaga!" I shouted angrily at him, maybe something else entered Papa's mind.
He forcefully removes my hand from his mouth.
"Ate is pregnant!" he shouted as soon as he removed my hand from his mouth.
I raised my gaze to him.
"Don't make any noise there! What are you saying ?! Do you want Papa to chop me ?! You really don't have any money to bless me, go ahead!" I kept threatening him.
"What did I hear? You're pregnant?" My world seemed to fall apart when I heard Dad's voice behind us.
I quickly turned to Dad and approached.
"Don't believe RafRaf, Papa. I'm not pregnant" I said to Papa, I was nervous because Papa might go crazy.
"Eh why does he say you're pregnant if it's not true?" Dad's assurance.
"I don't know, nambubw*sit" I reasoned.
Dad's eyes narrowed as he looked at me.
"When I find out you're pregnant, you're really dead to me Thainah, it's not like you're the one who keeps us alive, you can get pregnant, you're not married and my mom didn't give birth to you and I raised you just to be disgraced" he preached .
I gasped.
RafRaf is really crazy, I love being scolded. He still blames me for why Boss doesn't like him, b*ba is so gay!
If I told her that the masculinity of the person she was dating had come out of my femininity, she might die of rage. Just don't and maybe the gay man will report it to Papa. Surely he will rush to Boss's company.
"Yes, Papa."
To Be Continued....