Jenna:

Three years ago...

I didn't take the pills. I'm still carrying your child Xander, whether you like it or not!" I said defiantly.

"Louisa is gone, for good. You promised you'd marry me, Xander." I tried to act tough and remorseful but then I realized it's not helping matters.

"No! I didn't mean that. Please! I'm so sorry, forgive me for hurting her!"

I fell to my knees, my hands clasped together in a desperate plea. I couldn't bear the thought of losing my Xander forever. I had to make him understand, to make him forgive me. I had no choice but to do it. He can't let go...