I can't count how many bottles of beer I've had, because someone I thinking. I get pissed off when I see Vincent looking at Camilla. Until now I didn't think that I would only see her here, I would have gone here before to see Camilla.

The more I hate what Camilla is doing to me, I have already apologized, what else does she want? I knew I had sinned a lot against her so what I said was true inside me. But she is still stubborn even though I feel that nothing has changed in how she feels for me. I'm so happy to see her again after three...