While I was in the taxi, I couldn't calm down because of what happened earlier and I couldn't help but go back to the scene, especially when Kobe kissed me.

You just don’t know Kobe how much I’ve missed you even more and have seen you again.  But how can I be sure that I will be happy with you if I accept you again?

I close my eyes to my thoughts because my mind has been in turmoil for a long time and I am really about to give up a little bit.  I can't stand it anymore, Still now.  I'm in love with him.  I passed in the...