I just keep up with every day that passes in my life.

I know wrong. But we humans are even more prone to wrong. Where else is wrong we are there. Whoever is wrong is still the one to choose.

Supposedly, the relish is in difficulty.

"You know Zand, I'm the one who worries about you.what if Natalia finds out? And rush you? What will you do? What will you say? That you like it too? ”Ruru asked next.

I bit my lip and took my reading eyeglass from my eye. We are now in the library.

The truth is, I'm afraid. I might wreck their relationship. they can be broken because of me.

Not just because of me. Because of Damon, too. I know there is someone else with him e.

"The truth is I don't know. But we don't have a relationship” I said 'wiped my glasses with a handkerchief and returned to my eyes.

I’m reading my favorite story.

How do I stop? How do I avoid him?

This is difficulty I like the impossible. I want the impossible. I want what is not mine.

So far I can say that we have something? Because if he sees me and no matter what I avoid he blocks me.

He don't care what people will say. He didn't care about those who saw what he was doing. he didn't seem aware of coming to Natalia. She doesn't seem to have a boyfriend, even if they separate.

"Are you going to the Wet party the next day? ' Ruru asked, wandering in my mind.

"Of course.."

He smiled and folded his book.

"Me too! I'm so excited!"

"Ru!"

I looked at the man who called Ruru. Alexander, one of our varsity here. Alexander Cojuanco is Damon cousin in mother side.

I know he's a long time crush. Case not like me, please just narrow Ruru.

"I know! Go to your lunch!" I pushed him away.

"How about you?!" he stood up and took his bag.

"I'm full, we're three hours vacant! I'll even have lunch later." I said.

When they left I distracted myself from reading. I love reading a book.

If research is in the book I am looking. If I have a project book I use. even though we have new technology like internet, google etc.

I would prefer the book.

Little by little there were people here inside the library until I heard the rain falling outside.

I especially can't get out because it's raining.

I stood up and returned the book to the one I had taken earlier. And pick a new one again as it rains.

"What's so beautiful?"

I bit my lip looking for new reading until I came to the very end and last row of bookshelfs.

at the very top I saw there the pitch black and with the red title ‘VAMPIRE DIARIES.

This is one of my favorite reads. So I reached for it to read again.

But whatever I do I can’t reach. I jumped a little to reach that. but the first to take 'non has a hand.

I almost froze smelling her scent. I closed my eyes tightly as my chest came out again.

He took you without any difficulty. I faced him slowly but my chest swelled even more because he was so close to me. My nose almost went through his chin.

I could feel the heat brought by her body that made my knees tremble.

"Here." He said coldly and handed me the book.

By shaking hand I took it.

"Thank you .." I said.

He sighed and held up my chin.

"Is there anything wrong?" He asked in a deep voice.

Yes something is wrong. It’s wrong, I feel wrong, you’re wrong to be here, it’s wrong that I let it, especially wrong because I love you.

I broke his hand so I could see how surprised he was at what I did.

Although I am a quiet person, I know right and wrong. So I wondered why he was asking me?

He’s smart, I know. So he should know.

"Nothing.."

I know he wasn't convinced by what I said because he just cornered me more than I stood. He wrapped me in his big and handsome arm.

I looked around to see what he had done.

"Damon, They might see hs .."

"I don't care," He lazily said.

My forehead furrowed.

‘The last time I just heard that he didn’t want to hurt Natalia because of me, is this over now? What really!

"Maybe it will get to Natalia, Damon. Come on I'll--"

I was stopped when he touched my chin and lifted it.

"Natalia will understand."

What? Will Natalia understand? What? that this is what we do? Wow then. Because when I was Damon's girlfriend. We are sure that we will live on Pluto for no one to compete with him.

"I do not understand."

"You will. At the right time." He said to me. What? I'm even more confused.

His other hand traveled on my bare back.

"Are you going to the Wet Party?" He suddenly asked.

I was about to answer but three women passed by.

So I just put my head on Damon's chest even more.

Smells good.

Damon just relaxed as if there was no pack for those who passed by. After the three of them had passed, I pushed Damon a little.

"Damon .. I've seen you." I was so nervous. He held me even tighter.

"And so?"

I scoffed.

"And so? You're crazy. Natalia might find out."

"Then let them know." His answer was simple.

What ??

"You're going?" He asked again. He knew immediately about that Wet party.

I nodded.

"Y-yes."

His jaw tightened ..

"Don't go."

I was surprised by what he said..

Huh?

"Huh why?" Why don't you let me go?

"Have a date with me."

Oh fuck. I drowned.