I know that I should not act this way. In the first place, I am not his girlfriend, and being jealous is out of the picture of our relationship.

I shook my head at the thought of a relationship.

Clearly, our relationship was all about lust. He likes me? Why would he fucking let a woman kiss him if he does? Or maybe... he means he likes me physically? He likes to fuck me, huh? He likes me for my physical appearance. He likes me on his bed while he's on top of me, hovering over me harder and rougher. Oh Damn!

I caressed my arms as I looked up...