***Alexandria Jennifer***

After taking this fetal position, I got up with a heavy heart to go and lock the door,

I came back into the bedroom, texted Liam with teary eyes and a heavy heart, then turned off my phone.

Everything is explained in my head, his way of making love to me last night, his words which resembled those of a farewell.

Everything that I naively refused to see, Lina's sentences, Maxime's attitude, Liam's estrangement. So that was it?

I would love to hate him but I can't, oh GOD why did you give me such a good heart? Why did I take my mother's extreme gentleness and naivety?...